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A skinny girl trapped inside a fat woman.

I was thinner once. I will be again.

My blog's for thinspo (as often as it can it will be goth/scene/emo/alternative) and for tracking my progress.

Height: 5' 5
LW: 119 lbs (Summer 2005)
HW: 192.5 lbs (Winter 2009)

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Ednos. Long-term Anxiety Illness. Depression. Insomnia. Caffeine. Nicotine. These are some of my afflictions and addictions but not my whole. There's a lot of light and love and lovely things in me too if you look closely enough...

You can ask me anything, either here on my tumblr or on formspring.me

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17 June 11

I miss your posts, hope you’re ok hun. xx

I’m still here, just been hiding. You ok honey? Xx

Ask me anything

Posted: 3:34 AM

I want to become vegan I was vegetarian for a year or so and my doctor told me it was unhealthy how can I become vegan and still get nutrients I need?

I’d suggest that you read up online about that - I’m not vegan nor even veggie anymore - but there are LOADS of awesome sites out there to help vegans :)

Ask me anything

9 November 10

I finally stepped on the scale this morning…

…After several months of binge eating and comfort eating and “what the hell, I’m already a loathsome fat beast” eating, occasional purging and hiding from the scale in my bathroom.

I was 182lbs.  Which was horrific, but also not as terrifying as I thought it would be.  I feel like I’m bigger than I was at my highest weight of 192 and some, but clearly, I’m not.

My ruthless, dairy-free regime started this morning, and I’m feeling positive about that.  For now.

Posted: 12:20 PM
thatswhatbeesaid:

Olivander’s

I want to be there.  NOW!

thatswhatbeesaid:

Olivander’s

I want to be there.  NOW!

Reblogged: everythingharrypotter

Tags: Harry Potter
8 November 10
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Posted: 5:35 PM

whittneydoll asked: You are quite missed, dear!

Awww honey!  Thank you for the message.

Loads of crap happened in my life and blogging here was the last thing on my mind.  I’m back now though!  HOW ARE YOU?? xx

Posted: 5:31 PM
Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh